XjustinsaneX

So i've been really thinking about what i want to do after i finish the rest of my procrastination from high school. Once i finish my classes and get my diploma I'm really thinking about becoming a special effects artist.. I have all these really awesome to twisted ideas in my head that i want to make. I think i would be really good at the design process. I just need to find out what classes i need and what else i need to get started in this field.

I just had someone ask me to use a piece of my art for their website!

I am fueled by all forms of failure
I paid the price
So, I'll take what's mine!

Bet ya didn't see that one comin'
Cause I do as I please
And apologize for nothing.
My time is flying
But I'm still second to none.
Always shining the brightest
When I'm placed under the gun.
So here I stand,
The only son of a working class man
I won't be held back
I can't be held down

Where were you
When my walls came falling down?
You tried to hide
You stood close by
And didn't make a sound!

(Say something!)

Find you some paper
And I'll go grab you a pen
You can start taking notes
On how this all started again.
Been dead last but found my way to the front
With my inspirational quotes on why
I never gave up!

Where were you
When my walls came falling down?
(When you falling down)
You tried to hide
You stood close by
And didn't make a sound!
Where were you
When it all came back around?
(Goes back around)
The reasons why you passed me by
Will always hold you down.

(Say something!)

If you can't stand the pressure
Stay the fuck out of my way!
I know my place!
This one goes out to everyone
Who's lied to my face!
MY HEART IS FILLED WITH HATE!

I'm making a difference,
I'm taking a chance.
You can say what you want about me
But no one can tell me I can't!

Where were you
When my walls came falling down?
(When you falling down)
You tried to hide
You stood close by
And didn't make a sound!
Where were you
When it all came back around?
(Goes back around)
The reasons why you passed me by
Will always hold you down.

SAY SOMETHING!!

The bloody angle
The symmetry
Your cheap adhesive isn't holding me
My mouth is a gun I can shoot
I can show you the truth
And I don't need a reason to lie to you
No pun intended
No punishment
If I offended you, you needed it!
Ideas are the bombs in your mind
A fissure in time
If you don't have a weapon,
You can't have mine!

I can bleed if I want to bleed
I can fail if i feel the need

This face, is my last confession
This life, it feels like a prison

Oh, I'm not afraid!
I'm giving into grievances again
Your looking at an absolute zero
I'm not the Devil, but I won't be your hero!

The catatonic,
The sacrilege,
Your primadonnas are a privilege
My god has a need to react,
Its as simple as that
It's better just to settle
Than face the facts

I can bleed if I want to bleed
I can fail if i feel the need

This face, is my last confession
This life, it feels like a prison

Oh, I'm not afraid!
I'm giving into grievances again
Your looking at an absolute zero
I'm not the Devil but I won't be your hero!

One thing that I can't stand
Is when the minutes fight the second hand
I'll waste a life times worth
Just to cling to one more day

No fucking quarter
No premiums
The world is stuck in delirium
Man! Is a four letter word
It's really absurd
The hate isn't fake, its just inferred

Oh, I'm not afraid!
I'm giving into grievances again
I'm down to absolute zero
Another Zealot with the weight of the fucking world.

Oh, I'm not afraid!
And I won't let you down as I hold you in
Your looking at an absolute zero
I'm not the Devil but I won't be your hero!

The man that loves you no matter what.
The man that thinks you are beautiful no matter what.  
The man that gave up everything he could to make you happy.
The man that hurts every time you hurt.
The man that wants you for who you are.
Do you see him?
He's the one you're not in love with anymore.
He's the one that cry's for you every night.
He's the one that was proud to call you his.
He's the lonely man in the corner.
He's the one that meant he loves you when he said it.
Did you hear him?
He's the one that told you his secrets.
He's the one that keeps yours.
He's the one that never hurt you.
He's the one that cares.
He's the one that saw the real you.
Do you need him?
He needs you more than you know.
He cares about you even though you ignore him.
He can't stand not hearing you.
He can't stand not having you.
He hurts so much inside.
Do you care?
He was not like the rest.
He would never hurt you.
He was faithful to you.
He wants to fix it.
That's all he wants.
He wants to see you smile again.
Does it matter what he says?
No.
You won't hear what he says.
You won't listen to what he wants to say.
You say you don't want to hurt him.
But you hurt him more than ever.
Yet he still loves you.
Do you care?
No.
You went out of your way to erase him.
To make him disappear.
All you could say was sorry.
Why does he care?
He loves you.
He needs you.
He wants you.
He believed you when you said forever.
He thought you would never hurt him.
He thought you would always be there.
Are you there?
No.
When he really needs you you're nowhere.
He was always there for you.
When everything was close to being complete you left him.
Now there's nothing.
He doesn't smile.
He sleeps to not think about you.
He doesn't want to admit he misses you.
But he does.
He always does.
He always will.
Do you care?
No.